Only 2 days back in Europe, and hating it

What's wrong with me ? Everytime I come back I get the "Thailand Blues". I can not seem to adjust to life over here. I gets harder everytime.Sometimes I think about leaving everything behind here in Europe, and going back to LOS forever, crazy I know, farang baa.In time I will forget LOS a little bit, because I have to.Life goes on, I just have to accept it.I have no choice, I have to work over here, no future in LOS for a working farang. Save up and maybee, If I am lucky I will retire in a couple of years and move back to heaven .
Greetings, soidiamond

Back from LOS, my body is back but my heart remains in Thailand

Hi,back from los yesterday. One month in LOS and I really did not want to come back to fucking Europe.Ah well monday back to work.Counting down the days again and trying to forget how wonderfull LOS is.Thailand is in some deep shit now:the only tourists you see now are mostly arabs and indians, some japanese and koreans and very few white caucausians. Numbers are down by about 30% according to a friend of mine. A lot bars are having trouble keeping their above water, some have already gone bust.the smaller bars are suffering the most.If business does not pick up soon , the weaker bars will all go bust, leaving a lot people without any money.To bad , but this is a worldwide problem, everything is going down.
Greets, soidiamond